I told you I love you but that was not enough. I told you that I want you but you didn’t listen. I would have spent my nights listening to your heartbeat but you didn’t care .You were pretty busy in finding love in arms of people who love none but themselves. That night you told me that you were going home and I was not strong enough to tell you that your real home is my heart and that’s where you should be instead, I told you it will not last and they’ll betray you but maybe you didn’t understand that. All men betray at some point or another, in real or in thoughts they do , I know that coz I am a man and I knew you wont be able to handle that coz I know you and I love you and with every breath I take my love keeps increasing but you were always too blinded to see that .And then I heard that he left you , I had seen this coming and have told you already but you told me that you can take care of yourself and I murmured “But who will take care of me when I’ll see u shattered”, but may be I was too low for you to hear. And now I am shattered to hear that you didn’t take that too well. Kiddo all the moments we shared of love and warmth will be lost one day like tears in rain and what will remain would be just an internal happiness or sorrow and I want you to be happy.
Sweetheart I miss your smile and I miss my smile.
Make me smile once again and smile for me once again coz that’s the only thing that can save us from drowning in this river of sorrow, betrayal, pain and loneliness. May be that’s the only right thing that we can do in our lives and make our lives worth living , I know you no longer believe in love but believe in me coz there is nothing more beautiful in this world than your smile and I wanna see you smile once again .
